人生 。。。

Started my new life not long ago, I started facing lots of problems which I didn't think of and expected! 

Feel that everything has change, isn't what I previous think of and tot of, is just not that easy!

Feel that is so hard for me sometime, I have no one can said too but to keep it myself.. Just keep thinking, why all thing happen to me and I have to handle it all myself, well I can share it to my another part but I refuse.. 

I don't even dare to tell you any of mine family problems anymore.. Well I told you my mum was in the hospital, the words came out from your mouth is " 為什麼你家人這樣的?! " . I was totally shock and I have no words anymore, I didn't think of this will came out from you.. So after this happen what's on my mind is I won't tell you anything anymore..

I know you have your problems, money problems.. Actually there is a way but you just refuse too..

I know you keep working is for us, but also let me feel been left out.. I know you feel that, but you didn't do anything and let it happen.. Sometime I really feel that I'm single well I'm actually attached.. Maybe I haven't grow up from here then, I need independent more! 

Is really hard that a relationship is apart in different country, well sometime i need to come back singapore.. And also always have the 3rd parties between the two of us.. 

My family is at singapore, of cause if need I have to fly back here! If really so hard I rather I always stay at singapore then.. 

At there, at home also said me, do housework oso said, didn't do oso said, come back singapore oso said, come back here work oso said, what the fuck you want me to do?! I just say you once and is in friendly mood, you call me learn Malaysia, you think is that easy like abc? Also need time ya? Then I call you to learn English, then what you said? I learn English for what? I so old alrdy.. Then I just said in friendly way : old doesn't matter, also can learn, 很多人也是活到老學到老.. Then what?! You go and tell my husband I like to 訂嘴和什麼都不做，不會祇懂? Still said what " Aiya nvm lah, she still young dunno how to communicate with old people.. " ?! 

Great! Everything you do you said loh~ 

Is really sick and tried when everytime I wanna find you, you isn't there.. Well everything over, you pop-out..

I just feel I want to be alone, don't wanna to go back and don't wanna to talk to anyone at all.. I feel tried and unhappy at all.. How I hope everything when back to the starting.. 

I was keep thinking we shouldn't ROM so early at all.. Then all this wont happen! Just to give me a ming fen then we go ROM, last both of us suffer, isn't the point we wanted at all.. I didn't feel any 安全感 at all, only stress and unhappy! 一切发生的太突然了, 太随便了，更何况現在有那麼多事情，讓我覺得沒有安全感，都不懂怎麼說的怕和不安！

有時候不是我喜歡亂想，是不想不可以！那麼多事，怎麼不想! 

刚开始就這樣，以後怎么办? How if I getting pregnant next time? ( I really don't want to give birth at Malaysia! )

要好好一個人靜一靜 。。。

My life have really change!

Well I'm somebody wife now!

Is really feel weird, the only thing I can mention? LOL

R.O.M ; 20062013

Early morning wakeup to have breakfast with my family.

After breakfast we went to sreach ugly duckling hello kitty everywhere!

We went to jurong west first, J cube, science centre, last went to lot1! 

After that faster rush home to prepare everything, bath and makeup all stuff~

Time suddenly became so fast and I was been rush by everyone >o<"

After everything is done, went down and wait for cab to ROM center.

Me, Vivian and Laogong take the last cab, we waited for so long!!

Last reached, went to take number and everything and wait..

Well waiting our turn, we were all outside the room taking photo non stop! 

Soon.. Is our turn to go in!! That is I started to be jing zhang!! 

Really don't know how should I said about the thing is going, but just a word " all happen so fast?! " then it's end?! HAHA

And also funny thing happen well we start, those we went will know :DD

Last I still have to thanks everyone who came and also my Baobei! Always there for me when the start I know her as normal friend to best friend till now sister Baobei <3 really love her lots! 

No one can change between our relationship! <3

 

Long time didnt said about my story, oso dunno where to start..

Just feel that soon after my life going to change? Isit a good thing or?

Nowday really think alot, what will happen to me if after changing a new life?

Really is something goos?I feel so scared, so many thing on mine mind..

Sometime thing no need to said till very clear, and you shld know whats you should do.. And not letting me keep hining you or telling you, doesnt really need cost a lot of money is just to show a respect to your love one, do you know?You keep saying and telling me to go back with you, but wad i really want do you know? You just let me feel that, what you want me to do and didnt really ask me..Just simple words from your mouth isnt that so hard? cant you feel that i doesnt wanna ans your ques when you said abt all those thing, when you didnt ask me..

You said must ask my parent, YOU DON'T EVEN ASK ME YET YOU WANT TO GO MY PARENT PERMITION ALREADY, DO YOU KNOW HOW I WOULD FEEL?!

Im easy going girl, but NOT FOR THIS TIME!!

Dont think that i will let everything goes like what you want and didnt think about others..

Yes, you work hard for our life, keep working and earn money..But you know sometime i feel that you left me..

After work you just tell me, you are tried.. we dont really talk.. Den what for you earn so much money but we didnt happy? I just need simple life, eoungh use and spent.. Yes, maybe my thinking isnt that mature, so? If we keep on like this, earn so much money last the ending is we dont really know each others, we will just get more and more far to each others, do you know? I dont which to happen this, sometime i wanna tell you all this, but how you want me to open my mouth to said all this? But sometime gto something wanna tell you, but when you tell me your very tried i don even dare to talk anymore...

You get what i mean and trying to tell you?

Sometime i really dont wan something is i ask for it, i want you do it..

Sometime just a simple words like iloveyou i oso feel so happy, just a simple gift like you cook soup i feel that im xin fu de..

you know?

23/11/2012

Have been so many month didn't update my blog le, was really busy nowdays..

My store have start open, and oso have booked a locker at Tampines 1, Hako #03-10, T158E!

Do support my locker ok? (:

12092012

Hihi, long time didnt post at my blogger le! Haha
Was so busy nowdays and oso lazy post :D
By the way, wow is alrdy September! This year pass really fast~
What your doing nowdays? Miss all my fren <3>Hope your are ok and doin better right now! (:

Take care.

08072012

Well it has been nearly a month didn't went to JB le!! Finally went today, and went to eat my favorite curry fish head!! After that went to City Square shoppin mall, wanted to watch movies over there but the timin was too late.. So we take cab to KSL watch, shop shop see see~~
And I bought 2 Donald Duck for my iPhone & oso hadalamo!!! ❥ happy happy~~

07072012

Hihi, have been long time didn't update le.. Anyway no one is readin, haha..
Well let's started, today is a big day for my dearest fren, finally she has married to his Mr Right (: was so happy for her, well last min can't attend his weddig dinner I'm so sry abt that..
Next my darling (Xue Er) tml goin Taiwan le, sure will miss her!! Hope she enjoy herself over there and eat fat fat come back!! :D well, if she saw this sure kill me, wahaha..
Anyways, I just hope my life will be better~

26062012

Well, during afternoon wanted to go home.. Very last min went to meet 大姐 walk around, spent money again ): buy new face wash, leopard romper, and oso braclets.. 大姐 bought 2 chocolate for me (:
Shop till 5pm+ went home..