Yesterday's Post

yts wakeup,washup as usual then went to KeatHong with mummy agains ZzZ, after that went home, wanted to go WeeYang house watch movies de but then he know im working laters so he asked me to go home and rest, around 5:30pm i go took bus 975, waited for so long then the bus came but is full of peoples == so i waited so another bus to come, another bus came with lesser people so i board it. The bus reaches teckwhye i alighted and went to basement, chatted with YunFeng teckwhy things, after awhile , SuLing Clement nn i went to teckwhye buy something to eat, take-aways food, went to block to eat it.

After eating start selling our ice-creams le, Wth mine blocks all is cut blocks then no lift somemore, i walked around 3 to 4 block all the same, Wth sia.. When around night time,WeeYang nn DaSao come find me, then they helped me buy a tub, then we 3 go sell together. After that, went back to basement, i put mine trolley at the basement then went to coffee shop to sell ice-cream, SuLing nn i went together, after i had done selling, i went back to basement, SuLing still keeps on selling the ice-creams.. Omg~

Reached basement i sitted down there, sianx, then keep calling him but he didnt ans the call, we went to coffee shop, eat something, then still keeps calling him, last he listened and said to me that his friends is not going, which means i no biker then we not goin already.

SuLing asked him whether wanna follow us anot but he dont want, WeeYang nn DaSao go KorKor house take something, i went to SuLing house cos she want bath first.

Reached her house, i use comp, i know.. know everything that dont kno whether should i be knowing it or not... After that they reached le but we haven prepared then WeeYang bring DaSao go toilet first then come again, when they reached then we go down nn board his car.

After fetching us, went to fetch Alwyn, fetched Alwyn we went to Sembawang Beach, sat down there thinking of many many things that i just know, when thinking i kepts on drinking, thinking why he want treat me like this?! WhyT.T.

When DaSao nn KorKorn went to toilet i cried until hopes they never saw it, wo hao xin tong arhx!!! HELP ME HAO MAHX? I cant take it anymore...ZhenHaoT.T why,why?!!T.T

I drink until i ZzZ, then went to WeeYang car, heard he said dont know want go where then dont know why he drive Alwyn back home, when at Alwyn house carpark, i vomitted at KorKor car ..ps. Then they stopped the car, i feel dam xinku, hoping.. who will know mine feelings now?!

Arhhhhhhh~ then they drive me back to mine house basement, SuLing nn DaSao bring me up to mine house, at mine house outside i vomitted agains, i went in mine house, mine bro haven sleeps then i went to papa room to washup first, then went to mine room then go to bed, while in bed thinking nn thinking until i fall asleeps...

Who can tell me?

Why you treat me like this, is there anything i had done wrong?

Which makes you do all these to me..

Now mine love towards you had changed to hurt and pain, do you know that?T.T

You are the one i love the most but now you should be the one that i hurt the most bahx.. is you forced me to feel that way towards you now..

WHY?! Why you want let me do all this?T.T~~

Arhhhhhhhhhh~~

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!

i will take great care of our babys hamster, you go do whatever you like bahx